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jacob i swear if your reading this. imma die. T-T

searching, fading ;

who knew twenty dollars could relieve so much stress off of one person?

my uncle gave me twenty dollars.
for the senior belle cruise this year.

i was so stressed on asking my parents about it,

i didn't know how stressed i was.

until he gave me twenty dollars.

i started crying tears of joy.

blue and orange socks.

im sorry for being a burden.

losing sanity, gaining vanity.

fuck my life.
I HATE ME.

cry out the melody ;

so, i wrote a song... here it is:

Heart once filled,
now so empty.
Thoughts of you crashing in me.
My mind failing fast.
When I feel all alone
it's because your'e not here.
I need you to stand beside me!

I'm so weak,you're so strong.
I need someone to hold me up!
My shadows fill and empty soul,
the fill a broken heart!

It was so much easier,

when you held me up.
But now I feel oh so weak
theres so much pain inside of me!
Your heart must be made of stone,
because I can't breathe right now!
My Soul is Lifeless.

I need you here with me,
I need you here with me,
now!

You made my heart,
bend and twist,
now it's all broken.
My voice cracking,
my tears staining.
Theres so much
agony!
A heart has been torn!
You caused that pain!

close your eyes and begin to pray

hearts lye in the hands of deciet ;

i'm so tired of missing YOU.

it's been over a year and my heart is still right there with you.

you do realize you stole my heart right?

well, you NEVER gave it back.