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jacob i swear if your reading this. imma die. T-T

searching, fading ;

who knew twenty dollars could relieve so much stress off of one person?

my uncle gave me twenty dollars.
for the senior belle cruise this year.

i was so stressed on asking my parents about it,

i didn't know how stressed i was.

until he gave me twenty dollars.

i started crying tears of joy.

blue and orange socks.

im sorry for being a burden.

losing sanity, gaining vanity.

fuck my life.
I HATE ME.

cry out the melody ;

so, i wrote a song... here it is:

Heart once filled,
now so empty.
Thoughts of you crashing in me.
My mind failing fast.
When I feel all alone
it's because your'e not here.
I need you to stand beside me!

I'm so weak,you're so strong.
I need someone to hold me up!
My shadows fill and empty soul,
the fill a broken heart!

It was so much easier,

when you held me up.
But now I feel oh so weak
theres so much pain inside of me!
Your heart must be made of stone,
because I can't breathe right now!
My Soul is Lifeless.

I need you here with me,
I need you here with me,
now!

You made my heart,
bend and twist,
now it's all broken.
My voice cracking,
my tears staining.
Theres so much
agony!
A heart has been torn!
You caused that pain!

close your eyes and begin to pray

hearts lye in the hands of deciet ;

i'm so tired of missing YOU.

it's been over a year and my heart is still right there with you.

you do realize you stole my heart right?

well, you NEVER gave it back.

waving my head back and forth chanting

i'm losing myself in a vast wasteland.

all i can do is complain and whine about how i feel.

but, this is the only place to let it out.

here, i can be me for once.

and not this happy person everyone thinks i am.

everyone thinks i'm over you.

but, the truth is, i far from am.

you were the antidote that got me high

im getting angrier day by day.

i can feel it convulsing inside of me, ready to whip out.

I realized, it's either anger, or depression.

And depression hurts me - not others.

I'm so selfish.

watch as the tragic story unfolds;

these motherfucking adele songs relate too much to me.

damn you.